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  • Hardcover
  • 359 pages
  • Before I Go to Sleep
  • S.J. Watson
  • English
  • 01 February 2018
  • 9780062060556

10 thoughts on “Before I Go to Sleep

  1. says:

    What are we, if not an accumulation of our memories I ve had my eye on this book since before it was released and last night I decided it was finally time I really wanted a psychological thriller that would keep me guessing And did it deliver Well, let s just say I was up until 2am, partly because this book is unputdownable, and partly because it s a little hard to turn the light off and go to sleep afterwards.Before I Go to Sleep is about a woman called Christine who wakes up every morning with no memory of who she is Through labeled pictures and the help of her husband, every day she pieces together her life and learns of the accident that made her this way But then a visit from a mysterious doctor leads her towards the private journal she has been writing to herself a journal that tells her things might not be as they seem and the one person she should be able to trust could be lying Personally, I found this book so thrilling I loved almost everything about it Christine was a complex and interesting character I was pulled so far inside her mind that the novel s events literally made my heart pound I love how creepy the novel is and I very much enjoyed almost but not quite figuring out the reveals at the end.For me, the best kind of thrillers are those where the story is strong enough that it isn t ruined by an astute reader In other words if you guess what is going to happen, it doesn t really matter And I think this is one of those books Towards the end, I started to figure things out, but rather than being disappointed, it made me hang on the author s every word in anticipation and horror.Also, the reveals are multi layered So there is not just one big twist reveal, but many things to discover over the course of the book I like this much .The biggest complaints from people who didn t like this book are a it is as realistic as The Time Traveler s Wife and b it gets a little repetitive around the middle Both are true, but neither bothered me I ll tell you why.The book gets a little repetitive when Christine must first read her journal every day to understand everything The book obviously doesn t go into details each time, but I can understand why people didn t like it I, on the other hand, didn t mind In fact, I thought it dragged out the suspense even and had me mentally freaking out over what would come next I was never bored for a second.As for being realistic, the author manufactures a fictional type of amnesia in order for the story to work an amnesia in which Christine remembers almost nothing of her short term memory, but is able to retain her short term memory for the length of her waking hours It is reset overnight But, to be honest, I absolutely love reading about weird rare illnesses, particularly psychological ones And there are so many strange, unbelievable illnesses out there that it wasn t difficult for me to suspend disbelief and imagine that a rare amnesia of this sort could exist.If you think, like me, you could overlook the issues above, I don t see why you wouldn t like this Very different, very unsettling, and very enjoyable.Blog Facebook Twitter Instagram Youtube Pinterest

  2. says:

    I only read reviews on Goodreads after I have read a book I do this because after reading those reviews I wonder if I have read the same book as those reviewing it Most start by giving a somewhat lengthly explanation of the plot of the book Why tell me what you thought I know what it is about I want to know what you thought of it At this point I get really crazy because the opinions almost always are positive I wish these people were my high school English teachers I would have gotten A s for anything I wrote.This book has one thing going for it a clever premise After that it sinks quickly with an annoying narrator, bad writing, and a predictable ending I used to wonder what many people get out of reading bad books I now know They think they are good books Good luck That is why James Patterson is making a fortune.

  3. says:

    I can overlook a lot of bogus tude for a good story, but this one exceeded my implausibility tolerance threshold The analytical portion of my brain wants to give this an even lower rating, but it did hold my interest, so I have to be fair It has a sinister edge that keeps you reading at least until you start figuring everything out long before it s revealed If I listed all the laughable incongruities and convenient coincidences, I d ruin it for people who just want an absorbing escape read If you re capable of turning off the eye rolling, hey, no way part of your mind, you ll probably love it S.J Watson, I wince in your general direction I scoff at your predictability But hey, gratties on the movie option.

  4. says:

    My negative attitude is a ruse, I swear it I am such a positive little outlooker Nearly every book I read starts off with five stars in my head It barely has to earn anything it just has to hold on to what it started with But wow, this book fell off a cliff or something What the hell happened First let s back the truck out of these plot holes and start from the beginning.The premise of this psychological thriller is fairly straightforward The first person narrator has amnesia More specifically, she has a mythical combination of several different forms of amnesia which happen to co exist simultaneously at the exact same time Maybe that should have been my first clue She has retrograde amnesia as a result of a mysterious traumatic episode that occurred years earlier, and on top of this she has anterograde amnesia which affects her episodic memory she cannot retain anything new My second clue that this book would be an eye roller is that she has a short term memory capacity of many hours essentially an entire day s worth and it is erased only when she falls asleep, which flagrantly stretches the definition of anterograde amnesia by a large margin So this unreliable narrator with her unreliable memory is trying to piece together the details of her life while basically having to start from scratch every day I love the idea of this I love the idea that without memory retention, one cannot build experiences and without experiences, he cannot forge interpersonal bonds with others, which means he cannot develop relationships or attain any kind of emotional maturity or love He cannot even experience the feeling of anticipation because it would require a preexisting sense of future combined with a knowledge of the past, both of which are conspicuously absent when you have to be reminded every morning that you have amnesia to begin with There is no future, there is no past, there is no anticipation of anything It is only the here and now Because of my interest in this I was able to suspend my beliefs a bit regarding the nuances of the narrator s form of amnesia.Still, Watson manages to muck it all up The narrator s sense of mistrust, confusion, and paranoia are there, but the frustration of her existence is glossed over at each subsequent sunrise for the sake of plot progression And the ending, OH GOD THE ENDING It devolves so quickly to predictable Sleeping with the Enemy style fare that all enthusiasm for the psychological part of the story is lost Truly, I think this could have been a decent novel, I really do Watson s clich d structure, though, leaves too much to be desired and the book simply does not live up to its potential After writing this review, I came across a blog post by the author who sort of corroborates my assertion that the narrator s form of anterograde amnesia is somewhat of a fabrication Sort of.

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    I think I tend to judge books harshly when I listen to them because I can t skim the text or skip parts that bore me BUT I DON T KNOW MAYBE THAT S JUST MORE HONEST.Before I Go to Sleep is a highly improbable novel that s practically a fantasy A very slow, drawn out, horribly written fantasy Christine, the protagonist, wakes up in a strange bed with a strange man He tells her he s her husband, Ben, and she has amnesia she cannot form short term memories Think Memento Hey, in fact, this book is just like that movie Determined to figure out the mystery of her past, Christine sees a doctor in secret and keeps a day to day journal That s pretty much all you need to know.The bulk of the book is Christine rereading her journal Which is just ENDLESS accounts about how confusing and terrifying things are Ugh, we get the point Perhaps that would be realistic, but it s hardly INTERESTING for the reader Throughout the book, one finds out as Christine does that her husband is lying to her about how she got amnesia she was attacked he tells her it s a car accident , her son he says they have no kids they had a son , her best friend moving away nope , etc etc Obviously something is creepily wrong, and yet Christine is like, Hmmm GUESS I LL JUST STAY HERE WITH THIS CREEPY LYING DUDE We also discover that Christine was having an affair when she was attacked WHICH IS ALSO WHEN I CALLED IT THAT BEN WAS ACTUALLY THE DUDE SHE WAS SLEEPING WITH I didn t quite know how that was going to work, but when Claire her best friend was all, GIRL THAT AIN T BEN , I was like, WHAT REALLY YOU WENT THERE, YOU FUCKER BASICALLY, the dude Christine was having her affair with was super obsessed with her to the point of LUNATIC CRAZY and when she tried to break the whole thing off, he went BATSHIT and TRIED TO DROWN HER IN A HOTEL BATHROOM Then, because her memory was so shoddy and awful, her loving husband Ben apparently in this world loving means that he s a handsome successful vegan architect is all like, I CAN T HANDLE THIS I MUST LEAVE BECAUSE I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH AND THIS I AM CAUSING YOU SO MUCH DISTRESS I M GOING TO TAKE OUR SON AND LEAVE YOU IN THIS REHABILITATION CENTER So then Crazy Dude, who s been staring at her through windows and shit this whole time, swoops in andmanages to convince the staff that HE s Ben and is all, YUP I M TOTES BEN I M GOING TO TAKE MY WIFE HOME NOW So she s been living with CRAZY UNHINGED DUDE this WHOLE TIME and he s been masquerading as her husband I can t really go into how much I thought the plot sucked it did a lot, in case you were wondering because my brain might implode But one thing I do want to vent about is HOW IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE TO GET SOMEONE OUT OF A REHAB CENTER BY PRETENDING TO BE THEIR HUSBAND DO PEOPLE NOT CHECK RECORDS ANYMORE WHAT IS THIS SHIT DO REHAB CENTERS JUST LET ANYONE WALTZ OFF WITH CRITICAL AMNESIACS WTF That aside, MAN, this writing was AWFUL The audiobook narrator did not help She had this grating voice and whenever she read Claire, I wanted to throw my iPod out my car window Christine is a HORRIBLE character I mean, I was SO SHOCKED that the author was a man haha, jk, not at all Once again, we have a female protagonist with no autonomy And this time it s because her horrible cheating made it so Ladies, no sex for you outside marriage even though dudes do it all the time, because your lover will probably try to asphyxiate you on a tile floor and then stalk you for years and years only to kidnap you and keep you hostage with him in his love shack ISN T THAT ALWAYS THE CASE Also, everything was SO SLOW The fight scene at the end when she s trying to escape from Ben Mike and she s all like, I should ve probably hit him again when she FINALLY manages to wrench herself free from his violent attack and you re like, NO SHIT SHERLOCK and then he GRABS HER AGAIN AND THROWS HER TO THE FLOOR COULD VE JUST BEAMED HIM IN THE HEAD AGAIN WITH THAT STOOL AND SAVED US ALL A LOT OF TIME, YOU WORTHLESS EXCUSE FOR A CHARACTER Oh, this is a good segue into the gratuitous violence of the book All the scenes with violence in them few, but they are pretty intense are UGGGGGGH It was like, and then I cracked my head against the radiator and then he shoved me to the floor and my arm twisted behind my back and then his hands were around my throat and I couldn t breathe I was SQUIRMING on the train I CANNOT DEAL And, I know why this book had to be narrated in first person present, but IT WAS SO AWFUL I CANNOT EVEN.Bee tee dubs, the character of Claire makes NO SENSE to me at all She s supposed to be Christine s BFF and she just doesn t talk to or try to see her any WOULDN T THAT BE A LITTLE SUSPICIOUS If my best friend got AMNESIA and couldn t remember anything, I WOULD BE THERE EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY EVEN if I slept with her stupid husband, I would NEVER lose contact with her CLAIRE, YOU ARE OFFICIALLY THE WORST FRIEND EVER CONGRATULATIONS.Dear Adam you suck as a son Dear Ben you suck at still being in love with Christine and letting some dude pretend to be you to steal her out of the clinic This book is really just a presentation of THE WORST PEOPLE TO HAVE IN YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU LOSE YOUR MEMORY.Congrats, SJ Watson I m so glad your first book is a PILE OF SHIT.

  6. says:

    June 15th 2am 2011I am writing this down in my journal I must do this otherwise I fear tomorrow I might not remember anything Anything about the book I read today or about me or my wife, well she says she is I woke up this morning and my eyes were cast upon a striking beautiful woman in an even striking body wearing nice lingerie that fits like a glove I have no idea at that moment who she is, she says she s my wife but I don t remember being married I am trying to piece together my life All this is too much to muster I have been told I was in an accident I had fallen over an egg and banged my head Strange but I don t remember this, this is what she my wife tells me I need to write this in my oh so important journal otherwise I will run through the same routine again and not recollect her or the egg Oh yes that book before I forget this book has inspired me to write into this journal as the female protagonist is in same situation as me Her story is ever so gripping, its tense I am almost glued to the pages her quest is heart warming and heartbreaking I felt tears of joy and sadness on the completion of her story The story is in the first person narrative and flows in a visceral fashion They say it can be cured what we have if we piece together our past and write, I hope so The story was something fresh and different well worth the read When I wake up tomorrow I must remember on reading this journal that I have to share these thoughts and write a review Review also featured on my webpage here and also Watch SJ Watson on Richard and Judy book club here

  7. says:

    Argh What a frustrating book I want someone else I know to read it so I can discuss it with them, to see if they agree with my conclusion Sarah, you should read it and let me know what you think I really really liked this book in the beginning The concept, while not strictly novel I can recall maybe half a dozen stories where amnesia like this features prominently is utilized to great effect The mystery is initially built quite satisfactorily, and you re drawn in as a reader Fairly soon, however, the concept frays a bit and you have to suspend a little bit of disbelief to get through the book There were holes that I saw not insurmountable ones, but still distracting I saw the ending I won t ruin it coming from a mile away, only because you know with a book like this it needs a twist of some sort, and there was only one particular twist that made sense Even so, the ending was a let down, because what should have been something emotionally laden was handled like an afterthought With a bit of editing and some revision, this could have been a much engaging book The first half works really well, and then it sort of deflates for me Too bad it didn t finish as strong.

  8. says:

    Omg I am totally speechless This book was amazing It had a great plot about a woman who has amnesia and cannot remember her memories from day to day She begins to keep a journal and remember certain events in her life From there the book is amazing I definitely recommend this If you want a page turning, psychologically thrilling, fall out of your chair book read this So damn good Side note I ve got to see the film

  9. says:

    Could Not Put Down.Such an unusual perspective to come from.

  10. says:

    Sometimes I get flipped around while I sleep My head ends up where my feet should be As I wake up and wave my hand in the air for the nightstand, the freak out begins Where the heck am I It only lasts a few seconds before I figure it out, but the depth of my disorientation during those few seconds is always surprising to me So, the book and I were off to a good start when, on the page one, Christine wakes up confused in a strange room Unfortunately for her, it is not as simple as seeing the room in reverse Every day she has to reacquaint herself with her husband, her house, the person in the mirror Christine has a form of amnesia wherein, after an accident, she lost the ability retain memories past a day As Christine starts keeping a journal to help her remember, she discovers some unsettling discrepancies between what her husband tells her, what her doctor knows of her history, and her own reemerging memories I bought this book at a favorite indie bookstore, Murder by the Book, where the staff is super knowledgeable and enthusiastic No matter what book I carry to the cashier, two or three people behind the counter will share their favorite aspect of the book and start rattling off other books in the genre that I have to read You don t even have to ask them They just start talking When I bought this one to the check out, there was a dead silence What Does it suck They started grinning Is it so bad it s good Crickets Talk to me Finally, someone took pity on me He explained the ending is so amazing and unexpected that they all agreed to keep their mouths shut and not spoil it for anyone What a jerk.If you read the book expecting a mind blowing ending, you might be disappointed The whole time I was reading, my mind was running on all cylinders trying to solve the mystery I was coming up with crazy ideas I mean really outlandish ideas The aliens wiped her memory after she stumbled on a plot to steal all the antelopes in Uganda Then they disguised one of their own as her husband to spy on her next door neighbor Stop looking at me like that The guy at the store said it would be totally unexpected.When I finally got to the end, I was let down by how simultaneously unrealistic and ordinary it was Honestly, it reminded me of another book, view spoiler The Guardian hide spoiler

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About the Author: S.J. Watson

S J Watson was born in the UK, lives in London and worked in the NHS for a number of years.In 2011 Watson s debut novel, Before I Go to Sleep, was released to critical acclaim It has now been published in over 40 languages, and has become an international bestseller, winning numerous awards The movie of Before I Go To Sleep, starrring Nicole Kidman, Colin Firth and Mark Strong, is due for worldw